Self-Reflection 1

I'm in a mindstate where I'm deep in analysis
Recovering from a broken heart, so sorting out the pieces
Spent the past few years not knowing what peace is
Hating and raging while my soul inside deceases

Anger and pride were my downfall and my weakness
Fell into state, now I'm climbing out the deepness
Coming out of pain, no more nights that are spent sleepless
Changing on the inside, leaving all enemies speechless

Waiting on the one person that I would love to witness
The product of my changes and experience all this goodness
Enjoying what I can about life, tasting the sweetness
Maintaining my mindstate through pain, sadness even sickness

I had to check myself and I realised it was time
To start achieving goals, and start maturing my mind
I was living a life where my actions where all crimes
Now i am on a mission to make good of what I find

In this world that's temporary, nothing here is mine
May not gain the finer things of life, but that is fine
What matters are my actions here, be helpful and be kind
Always maintain my focus at all times while on the grind

Now my soul's clearer and it shines well, and it gleams
Not looking back on what I've done or where my mind had been
I spend more time in silence, trying to make real of my dreams
Working harder on my inner being, making it clean

I think back on the years I went through tough times as a teen
Remember bad experiances and all the things i'd seen
I've gone from holding things inside, being crual and mean
To being more of a man than I ever could have been

Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)