Reality Check

As I ponder 'bout my life and things now that you are gone
I realize I need to check myself, it's time to move on
I know your friends will probably look at me with disgust and scorn
But all they see's a ghost, I'm a new man, but my heart is torn

Progression is the goal in my life, I'm really focused now
I know there will be hard times ahead, but I'll make it somehow
Sometimes the thought crosses my mind, wish you were here by my side
But that's a dream that I've destroyed 'cause of my sins and my pride

Maybe one day we'll see each other, you'll get a chance to discover
That I'm a better man than others and you'll search no further
But I know you can find a new guy one way or another
And even though we meet then I shall act like I'm not bothered

So now I'm healing slowly, and the days are getting longer
Inside I wish you'd come back and see we're not getting younger
If you find someone better,and we don't end up together
I'll keep on moving but I'd rather stay alone forever

Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)