Thought process

I've had three dreams recently about the world ending.
I've tried to avoid those around, but i can't.
I'm finally getting a bit of that time to be in my zone I once had.
I wish I had peace in my heart, instead of the rage that burns inside sometimes, at the wrong time.
Sometimes people think they know you and judge you, when they can't even start to realise who you really are.
Just the thought process going in my head at this 'post' time.
"Sigh", the struggle continues...