I want to be around, I don't want to play around,
While you were not in town, I went round the playground
I played with everybody, was just looking for somebody
To cuddle with my body, in the end I got nobody
You're hardly ever here, and that is not even fair
I don't know if you care, that's why i go everywhere
In mind I'm wondering, what it is I'm really missing
Just thinking, pondering, what I lack thats insufficient
I realise that I, can't be free if I'm with you
So what it is I do, is just let you know we're through
Don't ask me where I am, don't bother with what I do
I'm moving on from you, I suggest you do it too
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Friday, 31 August 2007
Thursday, 30 August 2007
Blind Sin
Why does mankind waste it's time
Committing these sinful crimes
Murdering souls everyday
Generations led astray
Bleeding victims lying there
Heartless soldier doesn't care
Frightened children, families
Losing a loved one daily
What is it that makes you cheer
Why are you so unaware
While your imminent fate awaits
You're so blindly filled with hate
You leave nothing to survive
Taking all these innocent lives
You don't even realise
One day you will pay the price
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Committing these sinful crimes
Murdering souls everyday
Generations led astray
Bleeding victims lying there
Heartless soldier doesn't care
Frightened children, families
Losing a loved one daily
What is it that makes you cheer
Why are you so unaware
While your imminent fate awaits
You're so blindly filled with hate
You leave nothing to survive
Taking all these innocent lives
You don't even realise
One day you will pay the price
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Blissfully Flawed
It's so hot that my heart is now molten metal
Like fresh water making me a bright coloured petal
Only with you I want to spend time viewing sceneries
On top the hill, beneath the sun, in such tranquility
In our own world just you and me in it, we'll be enclosed
And in my arms, with me alone,you leave your heart exposed
My love for you above your flaws, shall be your skin inlaid
Forever we shall be so natural every night and day
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Like fresh water making me a bright coloured petal
Only with you I want to spend time viewing sceneries
On top the hill, beneath the sun, in such tranquility
In our own world just you and me in it, we'll be enclosed
And in my arms, with me alone,you leave your heart exposed
My love for you above your flaws, shall be your skin inlaid
Forever we shall be so natural every night and day
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Tuesday, 28 August 2007
A.D.C 5991
You, dear, will always be free
My problems are what holds me
I can never be with you
Even though I would like to
I spent these years always thinking
If I'm the guy you are missing
And if you remember my face
The journey we took and the place
I map your face on all of theirs
Wishing all love stories were ours
In awe of you I couldn't speak
Now all chances we have are bleak
I guess you'll never know my name
I fear our thoughts are not the same
I will be lost to memories
Long gone from mind, my destiny
And this is why I say you're free
'Cause you will never be with me
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
My problems are what holds me
I can never be with you
Even though I would like to
I spent these years always thinking
If I'm the guy you are missing
And if you remember my face
The journey we took and the place
I map your face on all of theirs
Wishing all love stories were ours
In awe of you I couldn't speak
Now all chances we have are bleak
I guess you'll never know my name
I fear our thoughts are not the same
I will be lost to memories
Long gone from mind, my destiny
And this is why I say you're free
'Cause you will never be with me
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Do You Think
What do you think in your mind
If the both of us had tried?
Do you think we would have rhymed
Or the feelings would have died?
Do you think that this is fate
Or maybe we should just wait?
Both our skins have never touched
Have you ever had that thought?
If we made one out of two
Do think that would be cool?
Have you ever thought of me
All of these years seperately?
Even though 'we' never was
What did stop the both of us?
Have you ever thought just like me
If you and me can ever be?
If the both of us had tried?
Do you think we would have rhymed
Or the feelings would have died?
Do you think that this is fate
Or maybe we should just wait?
Both our skins have never touched
Have you ever had that thought?
If we made one out of two
Do think that would be cool?
Have you ever thought of me
All of these years seperately?
Even though 'we' never was
What did stop the both of us?
Have you ever thought just like me
If you and me can ever be?
Long Time No See, Old Friend Charlene
I walked into the bar with two of my mates
The end of poetry night, we were nearly late
my boy pointed you out to me
A little dark, I couldn't see
I saw that face that I had known
I'd seen those eyes some years ago
Still looked as good from the first time
You were so cool, and I kept mine
You said what's up, I said what's good
You'd just moved back into the 'hood
I liked your flow, you were so smooth
There was a vibe, I think you knew
But i'm grown now, and I'm a man
I saw you did not understand
Why I'd not tried to make a move
Or asked you to dance to the groove
I don't know why, I can't tell you
We'll both know when the time is due
The night was hot, when it was over
I did not ask for your number
You had no chance to ask for mine
I'd disappeared into the night...
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
The end of poetry night, we were nearly late
my boy pointed you out to me
A little dark, I couldn't see
I saw that face that I had known
I'd seen those eyes some years ago
Still looked as good from the first time
You were so cool, and I kept mine
You said what's up, I said what's good
You'd just moved back into the 'hood
I liked your flow, you were so smooth
There was a vibe, I think you knew
But i'm grown now, and I'm a man
I saw you did not understand
Why I'd not tried to make a move
Or asked you to dance to the groove
I don't know why, I can't tell you
We'll both know when the time is due
The night was hot, when it was over
I did not ask for your number
You had no chance to ask for mine
I'd disappeared into the night...
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Dodging Bullets
Okay I went eventually to the Carnival 2day with my friend Lloyd and his cousin Jermaine, and here's my summary;
Started off okay. Got some 'looks' from some girls, but I'm not into all that.
Trouble then started, and we ended up having to dodge bullets 3 TIMES!!
At first I couldn't believe it, but by the second time bullets were flying, I was running and ducking for cover like crazy.
Didn't bother going for any after parties, so us three, after a hard days work of staying alive, ended up in KFC, ordering a family bucket and devouring everything in it in appreciation of life.
So I'm back at home, safe. And I think it's safe to say that I won't be going out to any 'social events' for a while...for now...
And so now I ask myself, why did I bother?...
Started off okay. Got some 'looks' from some girls, but I'm not into all that.
Trouble then started, and we ended up having to dodge bullets 3 TIMES!!
At first I couldn't believe it, but by the second time bullets were flying, I was running and ducking for cover like crazy.
Didn't bother going for any after parties, so us three, after a hard days work of staying alive, ended up in KFC, ordering a family bucket and devouring everything in it in appreciation of life.
So I'm back at home, safe. And I think it's safe to say that I won't be going out to any 'social events' for a while...for now...
And so now I ask myself, why did I bother?...
Sunday, 26 August 2007
Why should I bother?
Why should I go to carnival? Why should I bother myself? Why should I waste money on overly expensive improperly cooked food? Why should I place my fragile human body in the midst of young and middle agged men, women, boys and girls who are smoking, drinking, acting perverted and dancing in a lustful way? Why should I immerse myself in sin?
Guys go there to chat up and meet girls to sleep with, girls go there for...I dunno, but whatever their purpose, they are scantily dressed, showing or overemphasising more than is needed to be seen. You can see young guys moving in groups, acting the fool and looking for trouble, armed with knives(hidden), and in some worse cases, guns.
Instead i shall chill and relax at home, and anyone who would like to come and chill is welcome.I love my life.
Carnival? It's celebration has lost it's purpose, in my opinion. So why should I bother?
Guys go there to chat up and meet girls to sleep with, girls go there for...I dunno, but whatever their purpose, they are scantily dressed, showing or overemphasising more than is needed to be seen. You can see young guys moving in groups, acting the fool and looking for trouble, armed with knives(hidden), and in some worse cases, guns.
Instead i shall chill and relax at home, and anyone who would like to come and chill is welcome.I love my life.
Carnival? It's celebration has lost it's purpose, in my opinion. So why should I bother?
Wednesday, 22 August 2007
The Green Tree (A Short Poem)
The green tree may not see me
Unknowingly it protects me
From the warm tears of the rain
Till the sun gives shine again
The green tree stands silently
Though winds blow violently
Yet still the green tree does stay
Until the end of it's days
Unknowingly it protects me
From the warm tears of the rain
Till the sun gives shine again
The green tree stands silently
Though winds blow violently
Yet still the green tree does stay
Until the end of it's days
Non-Accomplishments
At the end of your life, what can you say that you've accomplished
Is your life really perfect, like a home that has been furnished
All the work you have left, do you think they can be finished?
All your dreams and hopes, how long till they're all diminished?
The problems in your life are stacking up like dirty dishes
Instead of aims and goals, all that's left in mind are wishes
And wishes do nothing but make your life the more deficient
And when the day ends what you've achieved is not sufficient...
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Is your life really perfect, like a home that has been furnished
All the work you have left, do you think they can be finished?
All your dreams and hopes, how long till they're all diminished?
The problems in your life are stacking up like dirty dishes
Instead of aims and goals, all that's left in mind are wishes
And wishes do nothing but make your life the more deficient
And when the day ends what you've achieved is not sufficient...
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Tuesday, 21 August 2007
Monday, 20 August 2007
Love
Love keeps me in chains, from which I cannot be freed
Love is my medicine, something daily that I need
Love is like a trap, catches you when unaware
Love is my best friend, through it all it's always there
Love is all I want, love's what I will always need
Love's the vital ingredient in all of our deeds
Just like sin, love is a seed inside our souls
Every minute, every hour, every day love grows
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Love is my medicine, something daily that I need
Love is like a trap, catches you when unaware
Love is my best friend, through it all it's always there
Love is all I want, love's what I will always need
Love's the vital ingredient in all of our deeds
Just like sin, love is a seed inside our souls
Every minute, every hour, every day love grows
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Words
Words are my secret weapon
Words, to me, are like poison
They hit their targets, dead on
Words create in mind a vision
Words are my enemies, words are like a friend to me
They take me feel dead, or make life so heavenly
Words always set me free, words are like my rescuers
Words are my prison guards, keep me prisoner forever
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Words, to me, are like poison
They hit their targets, dead on
Words create in mind a vision
Words are my enemies, words are like a friend to me
They take me feel dead, or make life so heavenly
Words always set me free, words are like my rescuers
Words are my prison guards, keep me prisoner forever
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
My Angel
When I'm walking down the street, you fend off all the madness
When i'm feeling so alone, you comfort me in silence
Through all the crazy things I've done to what we have
You make it through with me and in the end we laugh
And at your finest hour you tell the world I'm your power
And if the world refuses to hear you, you say it louder
How can I push your love away without a valid reason
When you are stuck by me through all the changing seasons
In my darkest moments, when I cry you shed my tears
You are just like a wall defending me from all my fears
when I close my eyes and I should feel you touch my soul
I let you in my heart so all my secrets you may know
You pull me from the grasps of the hands coming from the shadows
I see your face by my reflection in the rivers that are shallow
I can never walk in shadows now that I'm with you
And when you are not there i have your love that still stays true
Together may we rise above the world, through every weather
Under your wings may I fly with you into the forever
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
When i'm feeling so alone, you comfort me in silence
Through all the crazy things I've done to what we have
You make it through with me and in the end we laugh
And at your finest hour you tell the world I'm your power
And if the world refuses to hear you, you say it louder
How can I push your love away without a valid reason
When you are stuck by me through all the changing seasons
In my darkest moments, when I cry you shed my tears
You are just like a wall defending me from all my fears
when I close my eyes and I should feel you touch my soul
I let you in my heart so all my secrets you may know
You pull me from the grasps of the hands coming from the shadows
I see your face by my reflection in the rivers that are shallow
I can never walk in shadows now that I'm with you
And when you are not there i have your love that still stays true
Together may we rise above the world, through every weather
Under your wings may I fly with you into the forever
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Wednesday, 15 August 2007
Fear Of Old Age
I'm getting older everyday
And i have changed in many ways
my youth has left me far behind
I am more mature in my mind
I've had a few experiences
Through them i've learnt good and bad things
Still I journey to find the truth
While trying to hold on to my youth
Everyday I look at my face
Childhood has left me with no trace
Of all the real joy I once felt
Since then real pain's what I've been dealt
I'm in my prime of my full strength
Each day I try to stretch it's length
The next generation will come
And in their peak I will be gone
I struggle to feel glad, not sad
And celebrate the youth I had
For old age looms, wrinkles shall come
And all these 'good' looks will be gone
Bones will get weary, body weak
I shall be drained of strength each week
Lines on my forehead, hair turned grey
Eventually I'll pass away
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
And i have changed in many ways
my youth has left me far behind
I am more mature in my mind
I've had a few experiences
Through them i've learnt good and bad things
Still I journey to find the truth
While trying to hold on to my youth
Everyday I look at my face
Childhood has left me with no trace
Of all the real joy I once felt
Since then real pain's what I've been dealt
I'm in my prime of my full strength
Each day I try to stretch it's length
The next generation will come
And in their peak I will be gone
I struggle to feel glad, not sad
And celebrate the youth I had
For old age looms, wrinkles shall come
And all these 'good' looks will be gone
Bones will get weary, body weak
I shall be drained of strength each week
Lines on my forehead, hair turned grey
Eventually I'll pass away
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Monday, 13 August 2007
A Dream
Awaken in a cemetery, everything was blurry
I came round soon, then I got up in a hurry
The air all around me was so foggy
All I saw were tombstones where people were buried
I looked at the sky and the stars were hidden
To show me it's glow, the full moon was forbidden
I walked down a path towards people that were stood
like time was still, amongst trees in the wood
A cold shiver down my spine as I got closer
The mood was eeire and the air got colder
I looked at their faces and they had no expressions
No looks of sadness, joy or depression
Then suddenly I realised that they were all souls
Belong to the bodies under all the tombstones
I was here in the abyss between life and death
Deep fear overwhelmed my panicking breaths
Afriad that I might soon be one of them
Closed my eyes, trying to wake up out of this realm...
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
I came round soon, then I got up in a hurry
The air all around me was so foggy
All I saw were tombstones where people were buried
I looked at the sky and the stars were hidden
To show me it's glow, the full moon was forbidden
I walked down a path towards people that were stood
like time was still, amongst trees in the wood
A cold shiver down my spine as I got closer
The mood was eeire and the air got colder
I looked at their faces and they had no expressions
No looks of sadness, joy or depression
Then suddenly I realised that they were all souls
Belong to the bodies under all the tombstones
I was here in the abyss between life and death
Deep fear overwhelmed my panicking breaths
Afriad that I might soon be one of them
Closed my eyes, trying to wake up out of this realm...
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Eye Contact
Checking you out, as you are looking at me
from the way you look, guess you like what you see
I'm chilling in my zone listing to my music
Nodding my head, you can tell that I feel it
We're on the same bus, where're you going to get off
'Cause looking at your beauty, I just can't get enough
Not going to approach you cos I feel I'm looking rough
And I know talking to you right now is going to be tough
You're pressing the bell, and right now you're getting up
It's quite unfortunate that this is not my stop
I really would like to get off and come with you
But I have not yet spoken, let alone even greet you
As I turn my head i catch you throwing me a glance
Heart beats faster, I tell myself just take the chance
But there's a lot of people, I don't want to get shamed
If I lose you for pride then I have myself to blame
You get off, then look at me as the bus drives away
Just my luck I guess, maybe we'll see some other day
P.S just made up up so go easy, its meant to be a fun poem...:)
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
from the way you look, guess you like what you see
I'm chilling in my zone listing to my music
Nodding my head, you can tell that I feel it
We're on the same bus, where're you going to get off
'Cause looking at your beauty, I just can't get enough
Not going to approach you cos I feel I'm looking rough
And I know talking to you right now is going to be tough
You're pressing the bell, and right now you're getting up
It's quite unfortunate that this is not my stop
I really would like to get off and come with you
But I have not yet spoken, let alone even greet you
As I turn my head i catch you throwing me a glance
Heart beats faster, I tell myself just take the chance
But there's a lot of people, I don't want to get shamed
If I lose you for pride then I have myself to blame
You get off, then look at me as the bus drives away
Just my luck I guess, maybe we'll see some other day
P.S just made up up so go easy, its meant to be a fun poem...:)
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Monday, 6 August 2007
I Can Change
I can change the way I am
I can pull a whole new stance
I can change the way I dance
I can change the way I stand
I can change what the world feels
I can make a proud man kneel
I can fly and touch the sky
I can make the world feel high
I can change to a new vibe
I can change the people's minds
I can make familiar strange
I can change, yes I can change
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
I can pull a whole new stance
I can change the way I dance
I can change the way I stand
I can change what the world feels
I can make a proud man kneel
I can fly and touch the sky
I can make the world feel high
I can change to a new vibe
I can change the people's minds
I can make familiar strange
I can change, yes I can change
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
I Miss You
I miss you, I won't forget thee
Although you lay now six feet deep
your memories stay fresh in mind
Thinking of you helps me unwind
Your days with me are since long gone
And now you have left me alone
Your face, your smile, i sorely miss
Memories of you are painful bliss
I know insde one day we'll meet
The day you shall rise from six feet
And this sadness and grief shall pass
We'll be reunited at last
In lonely nights i think of you
On sunny days when skys are blue
To your name I aim to stay true
And I promise you I'll be good
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Although you lay now six feet deep
your memories stay fresh in mind
Thinking of you helps me unwind
Your days with me are since long gone
And now you have left me alone
Your face, your smile, i sorely miss
Memories of you are painful bliss
I know insde one day we'll meet
The day you shall rise from six feet
And this sadness and grief shall pass
We'll be reunited at last
In lonely nights i think of you
On sunny days when skys are blue
To your name I aim to stay true
And I promise you I'll be good
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Your Love
Your love for me has shown no bounds
You lift me up when I am down
You search my soul, reveal the truth
You take me back into my youth
You care not for what the world says
You stay with me in my dark days
You elevate me from my sins
You help me fight battles within
You protect me from all bad things
You cry for me, you laugh, you sing
You break my chains and set me free
You are my love, the one for me
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
You lift me up when I am down
You search my soul, reveal the truth
You take me back into my youth
You care not for what the world says
You stay with me in my dark days
You elevate me from my sins
You help me fight battles within
You protect me from all bad things
You cry for me, you laugh, you sing
You break my chains and set me free
You are my love, the one for me
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Why?
Why do I hurt the ones I love
And waste my time with those I don't?
Why do I search for what is there
And spend time with those that don't care?
Why do I fade the real things out
And waste my time mucking about?
Why do I care about their thoughts
Yet care for my thoughts, they do not?
Why do I feel like I'm alone
When loved ones offer me a home?
Why push away the ones I need
And become self-centred on greed?
How do I expect to survive
When I do not care for my life?
Why do I dodge my Lord above
When all He's done is show me love?
When will I stop living a lie
Face the truth, and open my eyes?
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
And waste my time with those I don't?
Why do I search for what is there
And spend time with those that don't care?
Why do I fade the real things out
And waste my time mucking about?
Why do I care about their thoughts
Yet care for my thoughts, they do not?
Why do I feel like I'm alone
When loved ones offer me a home?
Why push away the ones I need
And become self-centred on greed?
How do I expect to survive
When I do not care for my life?
Why do I dodge my Lord above
When all He's done is show me love?
When will I stop living a lie
Face the truth, and open my eyes?
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Sunday, 5 August 2007
Departing (The Last Moment)
Hold my hand darling, I feel my soul slipping
My vision is blury, I hear demons creeping
I feel my life draining, and my end is nearing
My missions incomplete, my fate I am fearing
Hold me for the last time, before I am taken
For tomorrow morning I shall not awaken
Fill both my ears with words, tell me something
Of love, before i leave here and I am nothing
Please do not forget me, and please do forgive me
in my last moments, I pray do not leave me
my heart beats are slower, my last breath draws closer
My spirit is leaving, my body is colder
My end is in view, and all I see is darkness
The only emotion towards it is sadness
Let go of my hand as I draw in my last breath
All that you shall have is my body in the earth
Goodbye to you, darling, your love was the sweetness
But now I must go under into the deepness...
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
My vision is blury, I hear demons creeping
I feel my life draining, and my end is nearing
My missions incomplete, my fate I am fearing
Hold me for the last time, before I am taken
For tomorrow morning I shall not awaken
Fill both my ears with words, tell me something
Of love, before i leave here and I am nothing
Please do not forget me, and please do forgive me
in my last moments, I pray do not leave me
my heart beats are slower, my last breath draws closer
My spirit is leaving, my body is colder
My end is in view, and all I see is darkness
The only emotion towards it is sadness
Let go of my hand as I draw in my last breath
All that you shall have is my body in the earth
Goodbye to you, darling, your love was the sweetness
But now I must go under into the deepness...
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
Night Of Sin
I'm deep in this sin like a stiff in the coffin
The aura is dense, and it's smoke leaves me coughing
I walk down the corridors of pain and sadness
Alone I journey into a world of darkness
I look to the ground and I'm walking on fire
To save my ill spirit I have no desire
The lowest levels of shame is my residence
My eyes are so vacant, I live in loneliness
The voices are fading, the shadows closing in
To take what is left of my spirit in this sin
I know where I'm headiing, I hear all the screaming
The fear is so real, I know I am not dreaming
I lay in the box and I hear all the demons
They're silently coming, they're steadily creeping
My soul is their toy, as they play with my weakness
They shred through my soul, I've a slave to their sickness
At dawn they are gone, leaving me in my cold sweats
In shame, and in guilt, with a lot I must regret
The sun is my enemy, leaving me blinded
It's light in my eyes, I reject all it's kindness
My body in shudders from a night of nightmares
As evil has left me in sin with a dead stare
So get up, I must, continue on my journey
Alone in silence, my dead soul i must bury...
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
The aura is dense, and it's smoke leaves me coughing
I walk down the corridors of pain and sadness
Alone I journey into a world of darkness
I look to the ground and I'm walking on fire
To save my ill spirit I have no desire
The lowest levels of shame is my residence
My eyes are so vacant, I live in loneliness
The voices are fading, the shadows closing in
To take what is left of my spirit in this sin
I know where I'm headiing, I hear all the screaming
The fear is so real, I know I am not dreaming
I lay in the box and I hear all the demons
They're silently coming, they're steadily creeping
My soul is their toy, as they play with my weakness
They shred through my soul, I've a slave to their sickness
At dawn they are gone, leaving me in my cold sweats
In shame, and in guilt, with a lot I must regret
The sun is my enemy, leaving me blinded
It's light in my eyes, I reject all it's kindness
My body in shudders from a night of nightmares
As evil has left me in sin with a dead stare
So get up, I must, continue on my journey
Alone in silence, my dead soul i must bury...
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Phillips (DUNTEE)
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